hello. you have reached sophie. sophie is a 14 year old student from the remote island of tasmania in australia.
she loves: ROCK, punk, playing in drums in hannah's band, playing guitar on her lonesome (when no one else can hear her muck up the chords) eating, sleeping, parlez vous FRANCAIS, the web, design, sometimes art, hmm what else? i dunno. but she loves her friends! snaps for sophie! (oh yeah she also likes legally blonde).
on the other hand she HATES: robin, lee & karen, brittany spears, mould and RnB/rap!!!! that last one was an important one.
okay off you go now.
tblog has been great! but [url=http://www.pink-chucks.com]liz[/url] the best hostess in the world, has helped me with greymatter and now it's working (weirdly, but working) and so that's my new blog. it's really sad saying goodbye. everyone at tblog is so nice, and thanks to rocky and everyone for being so friendly. funny i feel like i'm doing a delta goodrem speech. *pah* anyhow... visit my site at [url=http://www.pink-chucks.com/so...]pink-chucks.com/soph[/url] goodbye fellow bloggers, it's for the best! i'll keep visiting all your sites! (don't forget to comment!)
last night mum went out to her christmas dinner at work and we stayed home. the O.C premiered last night with a 2hr episode... i've never heard anything about it before, even the guide didn't tell you about it, but it must be pretty new cuz it had references to 8 mile and late songs and stuff... so it can't be that old. anyway apart from it being very very californian based (it's almost annoying) it was good... course all the teenagers did was go to those stupid parties with drugs alcohol and fights and very loud RnB music. like the rnbers of my class. i hope it's not really that obsessive like that in the real O.C. but yeah it was still alright show... the guys were hot... well ryan and seth were, the others were jerks. anyway to today. school. double french, we watched more soap operas. mme florence says she'll bring us some pain au chocolats next lesson. mmm mmm mmm! and i drew a momopanda and wrote japanese on the whiteboard... in french class... but japanese characters are just so cute! then recess and we (me and biddy) decided to devise an evil plan against gabby, and so bridget chucked a ball at her, but it missed and then hit bridget guinane. she tried again, and this time it hit bg in the head. so yeah she was pissed off about that and we didn't try anymore after that to my displeasure (gabby needs someone to chuck a ball at her head so that her brain might mature). then it was double english. we watched an old aussie classic... 'that sky the eye' or something. anyway i SWEAR it had jamie from sarvo and all those other movies and stuff in it. he was a little kid though. i swear it was him. he was such a cute kid. god he was in so many movies! then it was lunch and... lunch hmm oh yeah we had to gather in the yr 10 area for human rights week. then we went button selling. oh wait BEFORE that me and hot claire and anita found some items in the sports shed and decided to have some fun... yeah so i had a bright orange lifejacket and one of those noodles that you put between your legs in the pool. that was yellow. then hot claire got some stilts and anita had a box and we went round the school pretending we were sailors and talked like we were in lord of the rings. it was SO funny! it was better than the time with the toilet paper! we went to visit mrs buddle and she laughed her head off when i thought she was going to be cross at our immaturity whilst 'college leaders' but no she just pissed herself. then we went button selling for the guide dogs. we discovered that 1.) shoving yourself up a small street because everyone else has taken the good spots will not get you a lot of people, but it gets a lot of sympathy and therefore $$$. then we learnt that MALES are way more generous than females. the guys gave us like $2+ (probably cuz they were more attracted to us than the fact of 'giving' actually...) but yeah the mums with children usually would after their brat children through tantrums, and old ladies are always suckers seeing as they're usually the ones that the causes go straight too, and middle aged business women were the worst. so snobby. but yeah like every male gave us money except for one rude dude, and they all gave us over $2!! anyway after 1 hour mrs white took us to maccas for icecream, then we walked back to school and guess who was back?! CAMP! so yeah we were greeted by all the smelly tired outdoor eders! geez they missed out on three days of bludging! so yeah today was ok except gabby keeps trying to be nice to me. what should i do? should i be rude back until she gets the message? i'm just such a softy. i keep giving in!
today was FUN! we had an inter-school sports day... with guys! it was lots of fun. (well i thought it was, others didn't lol) even though our dodge group got the dodge sports (squash, cricket, badminton, netball) we still had fun. i saw johnno, among other people, johnno as in gabby's and jaala's johnno. i was talking to this girl from st mary's who said her friend is going to ask him out which is great cuz then gabby will be upset! not that she would have ever got him anyway... anyway yeah i saw LOTs of people... marita, she talked to me... larissa, she snobbed me, kate's cousin... he's HOT but he was sitting NEAR carley... LIKE NO! umm... yeah and just HEAPS of people! not david though... cuz he's in yr 10, but that's good cuz i didn't want to see him lol! anyway we had squash and i played against claire first and then against some other dude who was too scarde to spark conversation, so the whole time was like.... silent... until he gave me the ball to serve and i said thanks... and the times where i missed the ball and went 'oops' like always... then we moved on to cricket which was hell boring cuz it was outside and just too hot to play outdoors. so i sat on the grass and just talked and stuff. i played when i had too, i got a few bashes in. it was fun cuz we were in golf boy (zeeke is his real name, i call him golf boy) in his team. he's pretty awesome so yeah it was interesting. then we had badminton and oh i just rocked at that! first i played with just the st virgil's guys cuz they are way more fun to play with than the girls! they get right into it... yeah and i had a hot friend team mate thing... he was really nice and he talked to me a lot... i dunno his name. he had blonde hair... average height and brown eyes with the funny cute eyebrows like vaughn's... but blonde... and yeah he had like a freckle on his lip... that guy... does anyone know who i'm talking about??!!! well alex liked him too. she thought he was nice. and kath played against him in squash. anyway it was then that claire officially became 'hot claire' cuz that unhot guy liked her... a lot... yeah that was awkward! poor claire! then we played NETBALL and guess who's group i was in??? GABBY'S can you believe that? there was only 2 of us from mcc so i was stuck with her and it was awful. she was trying to be my friend cuz she kept laughing at my cuteness the way she does. the whole time was 'oh isn't she cute' when i tried to play or before hand it was 'i know we're not friends... but can't we just talk' NO! I HATE YOU! god she's so manipuatative. then on the bus home with the squiggy bits (like those 2 buses joined together and the bit in the middle that moves) i sat there, and she way opposite me, and i was excited about sitting on the squiggy bit so i kept standing up on the corners and she kept laughing and being my friend again. EUGH! she's such a faggot. anyway i'm going to go and eat now... have i talked about speech night yet? i'll check later... yeah bye!
i'm in such a bad mood. it's all cuz of gabby. she's ruined my life. i know i keep going on about it, but i really do hate her. she thinks she's so perfect now, now that we're all ditching her, she's acting even more snobby and "i'm the coolest" than usual (yeah i know that makes NO sense) anywho... it's just really pissing me off. today, we had to choose our groups for tomorrow's sports day thing. fran had sat with us at recess, and told us how she didn't care whether we got hot guys or not, but as long as she was with us, so when she had to go to her leaders meeting and we had to choose, i made sure alex put fran down for our group, and she did and everything was cool, but then gabby decided "no i want fran" and so of course she got fran. i have no idea how, and now fran's pissed off as well. it's all about gabby. gabby only cares about herself. anyway she sent me this email a while ago, the subject was (and i quote) can u just get ova it!!!!!! (yeah rnb spelling and all) anywho this was the email:
From: "Gabby Clifford" To: hellbent41@hotmail.com, bc_freerider89@hotmail.com Subject: can u just get ova it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Date: Wed, 26 Nov 2003 12:20:38 +1100
yeah we r fighting i no i have done bad. i have treating u bad i have said sorry that is all i can say. i have tried or i am trying to change 4 u but if u r not going to be my friend what the use in tring so yeah. if u dont like me .............
note how she forwarded it to hannah. you know why? cuz (and only cuz) hannah chucked a spaz at her and told her to apoligize. and hannah told me this, and so of course gabby has only written this email so she can be friends with hannah again. i hate the little fuck. anyway i was so pissed off as i read it, i wrote an email and forwarded it to fran, hannah and biddy. here:
(i'm going to correct the spelling cuz it annoys me)
yeah we are fighting (nice observation, and i thought you had no idea why as well) i know i have treated you badly (well, last time you thought you were innocent. MAKE UP YOUR MIND! bloody hell, if you know it's bad, why do you do it? and then how come when people ask you about it, you immediately say 'but i didn't know' i mean, this is the biggest amount of crap EVER!)
i have treated you bad (have treating bad makes NO sense)(you haven't treated me as bad as you have treated others. it's just that i notice it more and i'm want to make it stop more, so don't appoligise to me) i have said sorry (actually no you haven't - and this email doesn't count, it's -1 point cuz you only did it for hannah which is a CON) that is all i can say (i think not, technically, being the bitch you are, you would have a lot to say, you just won't say it to me, you'll say it to everyone else which is where the problem is)
i have tried ( i DOUBT it) or am trying to change for you (don't give me that guilt, you told others that you don't change for people, which is pretty selfish, but still, you do what you want, i can make my own choices and this one, i'm chosing not to tolerate it anymore), (besides, i know you haven't changed or are trying too terribly hard)(oh and, you shouldn't be changing FOR ME, you should be doing it for yourself. once again, it is not me that is the problem, i'm just taking the stand. you have hurt others more than me, and they deserve the appology. you should be chaging FOR YOU because YOU want to keep YOUR so called friends - and i find it incredibly rude that you want to turn it on me and say that you're doing it for me it's pathetic)
but if you are not going to be my friend what is the use in trying (i strongly hope you don't believe that others don't hate you for the same reason. i'm giving feedback here. i might never be your friend (probably cuz you never tried hard enough to change) but what about your other friends? they still adore you, and you still have chance of getting some of them back but not me. so if you arn't willing to try for me, that's ok, but if you're not willing to try for bridget and fran and all your other really nice friends that do anything for you, that you take advantage of and treat like shit, well that is what matters the most, if you wouldn't try for them.) so yeah. (yeah. is that it?)
if you don't like me.... (another guilt trip. THAT'S PATHETIC. i don't hate you as much as i hate your guilt trips and the way you treat us - it's just you. you can change, if you really did try. but i know you're not going to try. i'll be able to tell when you've made improvment. you know how? cuz it will STOP. everything, it will slow down, you would stop bitching, you would appologize properly (don't think you can just say sorry now) and i would notice, if you didn't just pick and choose when you wanted to be my friend. i hate it. it's destroyed my life, meeting you. you have screwed it up. i want out. i can't take it, and when everyone else eventually comes around, the will see it too.)
p.s at the moment i really do hopw you burn in hell, not for what you did to me, but what you've done and still continue to do to my friends. i really hope you suffer.
now on summary. read that email and analyse it. it's simply another guilt trip in disguise. it ends with if you don't like me.... so i guess that means that it's all my fault and that i'm the one that has done everything wrong and that it's me who's not liking you for no reason. the whole thing is abusing the crap out of me and the way i'm treating gabby. but i really don't care cuz i knew all along she'd make it look this way. of course everyone thinks i'm the bad guy, but i've thought long about this and it's a risk i'm willing to take.
she tries to apoligise, but i can see right through. she's making it up. she's telling herself she has tried, is trying to change and that she has already said sorry. the whole thing is FALSE! it's unbeliveable. i can't believe she thinks i'm stupid enough to fall for all this crap she's made up! the only true part is that we are fighting!
she also assumes that i hate her (which is true, but she's only doing it for guilt and attention) and also that if she trys that it's pointless. hello? if you tried, it would be fixed! now tell me that you just don't want to try. so yeah assuming that i would not be her friend even after she tried is not her grounds at all. she can't say that. she's a bitch so she will.
i would rant longer, but i'm going to eat my roast chicken dinner.
p.s i sit underneath a tree near robin ho. why? because gabby doesn't sit there. last week, i wandered round with no friends, looking like a loner, why? to stop it. has it worked? not quite. it's working though! biddy ate lunch with me! and hannah sat with me at recess. and on friday i had lots of friends! i'm only doing this so that i can escape. i know it sounds crazy, but gabby's quicksand and she's a trap and i want to get out for good.
OKAY MR CHICKEN I'M COMING!
THE END. yeah. that's it. and today, she ruined my friends more than just that. me, fran, joey and alex (?) went and sat in the yr 10 area cuz they're gone now and we want a spot next year, anyway anne and bridget g joined us, and bridget had a go at me for ditching all my friends. that made me feel even worse, seeing as i'm making a sacrifice to SAVE them. i hate it how gabby can brainwash people. it's not fair. the whole world hates me.
hey! i wrote a blog yesterday... where did it go? bummer. well tonight is speech night & graduation. i have 5 songs to play: take a break, countdown, riding home, SININ IN THE RAIN (grr) and [i]holy water[/i]. yep... it's true... 'tis my life... i'm really tired. i suppose i better go polish my shoes now :evil: at least it will all be over after this. i'll blog later. i can't be bothered now.
i'm REALLY pissed off. i just went upstairs to the parent's level. i needed to use dad's computer. anyway while it loaded, i went to the toilet (on their level) i came back and saw all the christmas presents. hmm i thought, don't they look pretty this year. so i had a look (they weren't ours, they were our cousins, mum hides them better for us, which i'm glad for. i'd prefer suprises) anyway, ALL my stuff she had stolen and given away! i mean, not only is it an insult to give them stuff that i've used some of, but i mean, how disrespectful is it to STEAL my things, and SHIP them off INTERSTATE to give away, expecting me to never know that i'll NEVER SEE THEM AGAIN. not only was i pissed off, because me being me, if i like something A LOT, i will keep it for ages and only use it for something special. one lot of things i had, a WHOLE gift box from red earth, with THE BEST EVER things in it, that i had been saving since yr 6 for my formal (i know, but that's just the way i work) anyhow, i went up there, and saw the box it was in. i was really pissed off she had taken the box, the box was really pretty. anyway i was glad cuz she hadn't used the stuff in it, but i went back down to our bathroom, NOTHING there. so i went back up, looked through the presents, what do you know? the stuff i've cherished the most, wrapped up ready to be handed over to someone else. i'm really upset she has done this. she hasn't asked or anything. THOSE are my favourite things EVER, and she has taken them out of my room, cupboards, etc, expected me not to notice, and she's wrapped them up for other people. and i mean, she's taken heaps of stuff. you wouldn't belive, i mean i know i have 22 cousins and uncles, aunts, friends, etc, but she would have taken about over 150 items of my stuff, some of them small things like lipbalm, but still, that doesn't make a difference. i'm still getting over it. geez she's going to be in trouble when she gets home. i really don't like mum having time of work. i've noticed over the year that she has been snooping through my room lots. not that i minded, i'm not hiding anything, but i would have insisted on a lock if had of known she was going to STEAL MY THINGS. *sigh* i'm really upset now. i can't believe it.
my internet broke yesterday, right after i had written the world's longest blog. i was really pissed off. it all just deleted. i hate that. anyway now it's back which is like... GREAT! okay hmm... yesterday. LOTS of action. it was so exciting, i just couldn't keep up! okay. i woke up. got ready. erin the retard sister held a protest and wouldn't get out of bed cuz she didn't want to go to school (she had a detention!!) anyway that pissed me off cuz i had to be at school EARLY cuz of thanksgiving mass. anyway i didn't have to go to admin cuz i'm just such a priviledged student (i can't spell that word - priveledged, not student) and yeah then we had mass, which was boring, but more interesting than usual thanks to me and my great drumming skills (ok i'll be modest now). i didn't really stuff up... i could have done joyful in hope a little faster, not that that really mattered nor did anyone notice. then in here i am lord, i thought we were only doing 3 verses, so i stopped completely after the 3rd one, to find out everyone kept going on for a 4th, so i came back in when everyone was supposed to sing and so i think i fooled them that that was what i was supposed to do. so yeah that went well, seeing as i had been freaking out so much. that's 15 outta 21 songs down. now there's only speech night. then at recess i helped pack away cuz i'm an angel. there was nothing better to do anyway. gabby's taken over the group. then we had assembly, where we played (we being me and hannah) WONDERWALL (lol, that's one of your favs amie! ps i'm sorry i got your plug url wrong! i have to go change all my links now!) yeah by oasis. that was great. i think we did really well, cuz they were all staring at [i]us[/i], when they were supposed to be crying at the singers, but no, all the attention was on us! so that was weird, even mrs court and mrs hay AND mrs lincoln, waddled over to tell us how great we did, DURING the assembly! and then bridget tells me there were people taking photos of us and everything! so that was really really weird. then... we played again as the year 10's walked out, even though we weren't going to. but i think that was even better cuz hannah was singing, not everyone else as well, so i think that 2nd time was even better. they didn't even walk out cuz they were too busy listening to us! but yeah enough about that now... i know you want to know about the lunchtime action. oh but wait before that, the leaders got announced! FRAN got leader! yay! snaps for fran!!! anyway the other leaders were... sarah bakker, stevi, katie, april, and someone else... i've forgotten... and the house captains are: lourdes: neeeeeeen and ashlee! carmel: YVETTE (snaps for evie!!!) and clare mccann and loreto: (much to everyone's shock) alb... and... jaala. apparently (i'm not in loreto) but no one wanted alb... and everyone hates jaala cuz she's a bully. but i really don't care, cuz, i'm in lourdes! so yeah i didn't get it but i'm glad i didn't... too much work! anway lunchtime: well, yesterday, i forgot to say, but walking to school i saw LEE (friend of [url=http://www.freewebs.com/holly...]robin's[/url] ) yeah well i saw her KISS a girl! i mean, i always knew she was a bi-sexual, but it actually being real! man, maybe i'm psycic (i write hate stories about lee) he he he. but that was gross. eww, even thinking about lee is enough to make my stomach churn. anyway at lunch, she came and sat near me, and she had her [i]head[/i] in karen't [i]fanny[/i] i'm seriously not joking, like karen was sitting down, and lee lay down with her head inside karen's legs. it was gross. and i was talking about how i'm going to run away from home to go to falls and then she started [i]mocking[/i] me, like repeating the stuff i was saying. she's such a faggot, she'll burn in hell. anyway at lunch gabby had decided to take over the group again, and so i went to sit up the back where the trees are. eventually people joined me... joey, kate, bec, mel, lucy, fran, and bridget. so i'm thinking that it's basically a new group. yeah cuz even though it might be childish, i don't think it is. why can't anyone see that she's using everyone, and the only way to make it stop is to take a stand and [i]not[/i] sit with her, so i don't really care what anyone says, i'm just focusing my energy into saving myself and anyone else who wants to be saved. it's a really big problem. gabby is like sinking sand. i'm not going to let it happen again. anyway after lunch was dance, but i forgot my stuff cuz of all the drums i've had to practice. anyway apparently we're not doing dance anymore (gosh damn) and we went to the gym. i didn't have my stuff so i talked to elle (mainly about falls) and then this guy came out and started hitting on us, which was pretty dangerous, really mrs h-s should have been supervising, first of all she shouldn't have made us come and do nothing, she should of sent us to the library, like you're supposed to, but no, she wanted to make us suffer and sit around and do nothing while it was extremely HOT. and then this guy came out, like, anything could've happened. she should have been more responsible, but she just wanted to punish us, so really she deserves that. anyway next fortnight we're going bikeriding. so i guess we really have stopped dance, and quite frankly, i'm over the moon! i really hate dance. anyway that was the end of the day, cuz when i got home the internet crashed. erin had her detention, and that was funny. BAND PRACTICE was cancelled cuz marita has to go to some formal and hannah and marita are fighting anyway. so yeah... the end
i'm so exhausted. i really hate mrs lincoln. she's the world's biggest loser music teacher ever. it was [i][u][b]SO[/b][/u][/i] funny today at mass rehersal cuz she's just soo.... i dunno the word... she grabbed the mic as if she'd never touched one before. she basically fell over the stand leaning so close to it! then she tried to sing it for us and EVERYONE cracked up cuz she was seriously out, like you know when people dilberately sing outta tune? it was like that cept she was for serious. it was so funny! anyway then she blew her top AGAIN at band practice. she's just a faggot. THEN she tried to take it out on me that the keyboard wasn't in the right spot. WELL! i don't [i]play[/i] the keyboard, i didn't even move the stand for it, i was waiting for nicole before we could set up and then, and even if we had of set it up, that wouldn't have been wrong too, because how the hell am i supposed to know the way she wants it? maybe she should've helped, that's an idea. another funny thing that happened today was i was carrying the drums (back and forth again) and i had the really huge cymbol. we were walking through near the 2nd science lab when i tried to kinda chuck it up to grip it lower down. anyway then i forgot that this one's missing it's screw, so of course to whole thing CRASHED and it was the loudest sound ever (i dropped it on the concrete) apparently everyone everywhere heard... but i mean, if we had a proper drumkit with SCREWS in SCREW places, then maybe these things won't happen. what i also don't understand is why it's always left up to me (and usually johanna and hannah) to move the whole bloody thing, why can't mrs lincoln ever help, i mean i [i]know[/i] she deliberatly avoids having to cart it, but lately my back is just so sore. no one knows how heavy these thing are (especially when you can't desemble it properly cuz the school doesn't have enough funds to buy screws) my back ACHES. anyway so yeah that was in period 1 & 2 when we had mass practice. then we had recess... and ooh i forgot. oh yeah wait, gabby had taken over our group again and fran decided to sit with me. yay. then she went to play with the little kiddies (it's like she's a molester or something, maybe there her only friends now) so then we went and sat with our usual group. then someone spilt gabby's pepsi (which she just left sitting there) all over me, which of course was the end of the world, for gabby, not me who had it all down her shoe. course i got the blame. but who cares she's another faggot of the world. she should join mrs lincoln. then we had art and i finished another side of my woman box. now i only have 6 but i've missed like the last 6 lessons so i really needed to catch up. i could have done another side, except we had to have sining, which went ok except i still stuffed up and i'm going to stuff up really bad on the night. i'm so crap at it. then we had lunch and i had band practice which was crap cuz mrs lincoln is the faggot that she is. then... english and we had to watch some shakespeare vid which was pretty crap. i didn't even understand... but then i suppose miss j was the only one that did, cuz she was the only one that laughed at the 'jokes'. anywayz then we had in period 6 (usually another english) we had to practice 'oasis' for tomorrow (we're singing that for the yr 10s) and that went ok except we had to move the drums again... ow my back. anyway yeah that was a bit of a crap practice but hey... who cares... and then that went over a bit so we just went back to class to watch more shakespeare and that was the end of the day. miss reynolds was going to tape singin in the rain for me so i can practice (cuz i was crap) but she didn't do that... and i dunno what really happened... it was quite odd... but yeah. one more day. then a weekend. then one more day... then a whole day at the casino for practice... then that night... then no more!
i wasn't going to blog tonight, but i have news [sophie's going to falls!] umm no not that, but i am working on it! well you know my teeth (those things that are generally whitish and you munch on chocolate with) yeah well those, apparently for me, are in need of work. well he says my front teeth are fine (not suprising seeing as we've already been through that saga) but the bottom ones are stuffed, there isn't enough room in my poor little mouth for all my teeth, so he says he's going to have to pull them out, and we can start over! NO! and i'll have to have braces on the bottom! do you know what that means? (if you do could you please tell me cuz frankly i don't know myself) so that was weird... and he said if i wanted less gum on my top ones, i'd have to have surgery! so now i have to concider that too! but really my teeth don't look all that bad... i think he's just trying to get more money. going to talk to him about it cost $75 just for a discussion! well let's think... $10 more and you could BUY A TICKET TO FALLS!!! but yeah teeth... boring... today... double music in the morn. band practice and choir practice (note: i don't do 'choir' they only need me for the drums!) and so we had to learn holy water which is quite a sinch on the drums. it's a bass drum on beat 1&3, and snare on 2&4... honestly... does she really think i'm that bad? then recess... recess is such a waste. i can never remember what goes on at recess... then double french... we got to watch french soap operas and quiz shows! oh the laughter. yeah, the jokes are lame but oh i't funny watching them try!!!! in french we also had chamber choir practice which is the same as the other one, cuz i was just playing the same old same old. but robin ho didn't turn up today. hmm... then at lunch... more choir stuff... then we had sose... and we had to do a japanese 5 why thing that we did in health. it was about salt... and it's usage... so i'm [i]sure[/i] you can think of some of the ways teenage girls came up with as to how to save salt... like ahem... using birth control and ahh swallowing... and controlling erections... that was just our group... but yeah the topic was 'HOW TO REDUCE SALINITY IN AUSTRALIA' apparently mr toohey meant in the soil... not as in bodily functions... but that was amusing! then we had speech night singing rehersal which i think went ok. singin in the rain is SUCH a gay song to try and drum too. i'm really sick of it. i can't wait til this whole thing is over. fingers crossed that i can go to falls! p.s i'm plugging these people cuz they are the best: (reverse alphabettically... i know what it's like, i'm an s!)
i have to get off now cuz mum want to get on. but that's just about my day except i do have news about falls AND the french exchange student... but i guess they'll just have to wait a little...
the french exchange student and... other things... like my life...
i've just realised something: i've gotten over the rugby! yeah i figured... it must have been alias. i got over the rugby because of the alias cliffhanger... and now i just have to get over alias. ok i think i'll find it easy to get over alias. i just need to forget everything that happened. anyway i'm blogging again cuz mum got some news that there are 3 french (2 french canadians, but that's almost the same) exchange students floating about in australia and cuz we signed up the other day, they were wondering if we wanted one. the only problem is the real french one (from france) is here for 6 months and mum is convinced dad will never let her stay that long. neither am i. he can't even let me stay away for 2 nights at a rock concert with friends + adults, how the hell is he going to deal with sharing his territory with a foreign teenager? i mean, honestly, there's no chance!!! anyway i'm really depressed for a number of reasons.
#1 is obviously as of yet i can't go to falls. #2 we lost the rugby. because of wilco-pooco. #3 the alias cliffhanger! #4 gabby has done just as expected: sucked up to everyone, turning them against me. plus i just hate her, and seeing her makes me angry, not the fact that i don't have any friends, but the fact that she's still alive and living. #5 the stress of playing at thanksgiving and speech night. it's really not that bad. i just make up the songs as i go along... it's just that... i dunno. everyone keeps thinking it's wrong, when i just practice, so it's like they're kinda saying 'well, that sucks, you suck, change it, i want it changed' [me:]'how do you mean???' 'I DUNNO! YOU'RE THE DRUMMER!' well for christs sake! i just gave it my idea. how lame. and i just hate it how no one will let us have a decent practice. you know, i'm sure that playing a musical instrument is WAY harder than singing, drama, and dance. not that those are easy, but they all get practices, why can't we? #6 french exchange student... or not #7 dad. he's just annoying me #8 gabby. sorry, but i hate her.
but i'm sure i can deal... after speech night i can have a break. usually i would do that by grabbing some FRIENDS and going to FALLS but hey... guess at the moment i don't have either of those things.
today is gonna be the day that they're gonna throw it back to you...
Was ALIAS good, or was ALIAS good? i think it was good! except i think it was [i]way[/i] cruel to leave us hanging like [i]that[/i], i mean, i wouldn't even be able to wait a week for the next epside let alone a whole YEAR!!! but oh! vaughn is sooooooooooo hot. i love him. he's just gorgeous! and marshall... well... he he he! i just can't wait til next year now! okay so enough about that. hmm today. got up. got to school. got fatigued again (i think i must have like chronic fatigue or something cuz i'm just getting so tired even though i'm sleeping) anyway i did't talk to dad cuz i hate him for not letting me go to falls. i'm ignoring him. oh shit. i accidently talked to him before. oh well it wasn't a conversation. anyway i think we had... double science first. yes we did. and we had to do circut things. for 2 hours. it was boring. who wants to be an electrician anyway? plus they do bad diagrams so, i don't! then... recess. boring. no one wants to sit with me. lol. everyone still sits with gabby. oh well i'll go find emma rostron. oh EMMA! now you have a friend. i hate gabby. she's retarded and now thanks to her retarded presence, she has managed to retard my whole life and all my friends. GRRR!!! then we had maths and i actually understood algebra! yay i got all my qs right and i don't even know how to do them! then... religion and we got to draw pics of god. mine was crudy but colourful and some people seemed to like it. emily copied my idea the faggot. then it was lunch and wasted my whole social chit chat with friends time, at choir, being their 'beat' (they needed me specially cuz ahh someone can't play the egg!!! note: egg is like a teeny shaker thing the size of an egg. any usual person could play it, but not this one!). then we had to go over singin in the rain again, i'm getting the hand of it. things might not be that bad. then instead of art me and hannah practiced OASIS for the year 10s. in case you havn't caught on yet, that's the song we're doing for their graduation mass thingo. it's alright... just that some fuckwits think that it would be better with the CD and not us playing. well, all i have to say it, that's expected from them (not liking live music) as the types of musicians they listen to, don't do live acts cuz it would sound so bad. yeah, i totally understand... nelly live is just enough to give headaches thinking about. anyway so far that's all. oh i got (listen to this!) A, A, A, A++, A, A+, A on my SOSE assignment, and half of it wasn't even linked up (i did it on a website) and plus i made it all completely up! so of course, i was estatic, and julia and estelle almost had a fit. oh well can't blame them!!!!
today is the worst day in the world. not only was school crap, but dad's just said i can't go to falls. &#*@)$*@0#@@(#*^#$*)#)@#& @%@*#(# I'm SO PISSED OFF!!!! i was so close to convincing mum. there's got to be [i]some[/i] way. i was just [i]so[/i] close. so very close. well, i've made up my mind. i HAVE TO GO! i'll run away, i'll rebel against my parents. i don't care. i can't just not go, this will be the best time of my life! i need a break. AH HUH! i just thought of the best plan. seeing as i'm so stressed, i could put a guilt trip on mum about how i'll need a break, and maybe she'll let me. GUYS YOU REALLY NEED TO PRAY FOR ME! you're not praying hard enough. this is [i]the[/i] thing! hmm... that's really depressing. i [i]must[/i] go! anyway so the rest of my day was crap also, cuz it just was. i dun think i even want to talk about it... cept it was full of gabby hate, mrs lincoln hate, people-who-tried-to-chang e-my-hard-thought-out-dru m-pattern hate, and lots of HATE! i spent the whole day (except for recess, maths, and science) playing drums. and what's worse is that in maths AND science we had 2 suprise tests! bugger. i passed the maths, i failed horribly at the science. who cares about light when i was vomitting up the lining of my stomach anyway? and yeah mum's trying to de-stress me before speech night. she's going to ring up school and tell them we're not getting enough practice in. i mean i have to play like 20 songs! about 5 for speechnight, and like 20 for thanksgiving! all in the next week! (yeah, i know that adds up to 25, but some songs are the same old same old) anyway so i'm going to tell her i need a break and that i'd just die to go to falls... i hope it works. i [b][i][u]really[/u][/i][/ b] want to go! ok alias is on now i'm going bye!!! p.s gabby sucks.
ok i'm still very upset over the rugby results (call me obsessed) but i'm getting over it. i just can't belive we lost. *sob sob* once every 4 years, we, in our soil, and we lost. *sob* now. i'm going to take this time to bitch about gabby cuz well, i know you like it and we're having a fight and it's not like i'll ever be able to bitch more than she will about me. so here we go. gabby. she's a wanker. she's lost the plot. she's totally wonkers. she's the queen of the universe. she controls everybody's thoughts, feelings, actions, etc. call her god, she'd love that. i'm starting to think that she is way worse than even holly. i hate her so much, but she manipulates me into liking her. i hate it. i've had enough. you know, even with how dumb she is, she'll probably be far more successful than me anyway cuz she just gets whatever she wants. she's very motivated, i'll give here that, but then i'll take it away cuz it's bad motivation cuz she uses everyone else to get it. she treats us like shit. that's what i hate the most. i wish she'd be asssasinated for the way she has treated the lot of us, but if she did, i'd be punished with guilt, even with her not there. speaking of guilt. it's one of her talents. she's just so good at it. i've just watched as she has sucked everyone around me in with guilt trips. she's even done it to me, but, you try talking to people about how much they hate her, and we all have our bitch sessions, but then she'll suck them in agian and voila. instant friend again. maybe she's just friends with us cuz we're so weak that we can't just say for good 'i hate you, won't you piss off outta my life' well, that's what i'm gonna try and do, i need to save myself, i don't care if i lose all my great friends to her, but at least saving one person is better than none. and i'll feel better. until i get depressed that i have no friends. the only problem is, i'll do this and then she'll hate me and she'll tell everyone else and make it out like i'm the bad guy (i know it's gonna seem that way, but how else can i save myself) i seriously wish i'd never met gabby. she has completely FUCKED up my life i hate her. now i'm going to lose all my friends, they'll be all half half with gabby and me, and that will just make everything better for her. but i don't care cuz it will in some way make things better for me and other true gabby haters. i hate her i hate her i hate her. CONGRATULATIONS GABBY. YOU HAVE DESTROYED MY LIFE THUS FAR. I HATE YOU. (p.s sorry god) (p.s god: could you please punnish gabby, not me. thanks!)
ok i'm not going to get over this! i'm watching the replay now. yes, it was a [b][u][i]GREAT[/i][/u][/b ] game! but the world cup is only every 4 years and we just lost to ENGLAND!!! so sad... one penalty, that's not even right. how many [b]tries[/b] did [i]england[/i] score, in ratio to [i]australia[/i]? ha ha lol... you can't play real rugby by penalties. i hate wilco!
[url=http://angryteen.tblog.com]angry teen[/url] gets my snaps for today. i'll cry with you! damn i'm so pissed off about that!
pom, you should have left your email or url or something so i could link you! i'm glad you've still got your dignity! it was a great game! but it just would have been way better if [i]we[/i] had of beaten [i]you[/i]!
okay i'm home. i'm really pissed off. i can't believe we lost. i HATE johnny wilwhatever. hate him. he's a dickhead, a hot one, but definitely a dick head. hate him hate him hate him. anyway it was a GREAT game. it was very close. they only just one after playing like 3 lots of extra time. it was so tight, i couldn't believe it. i can't believe we lost. ROBBED. we were robbed by the bloody poms and the stupid wilco bloke. i hate him. now i'm going to bed. HATE HIM!
tonight is the rugby world cup. australia vs. england (perkerk!) lol... mum and dad are going out to celebrate and erin is at a friend's so i have the house to myself! i hope they win. it would be really embarrassing if england actually beat us. Anyway, as you can probably see i've put up a new layout which has taken me ages cuz i've had to sort through all my pages and link them to my style sheet which i should have done at the begininng. anyway. doesn't matter. guy has vowed, as australian idol, to NO more sex, drugs, alcohol, etc. what a loser! as if you'd give up alcohol? i mean, who does he think he is, he'll be going to all the fancy award nights where it's like [i]compulsury[/i] to drink alcohol! it's all a scam if you ask me. today i went into town for the christmas pagent with hannah c and hannah p and megan. hannah and megan don't go to our school, it was the first time i'd met them. they're very fun... and very hannahcarrollish. lol it was fun! i can be embarrassing in town with hannah and stuff, but when i go with anyone like gabby, i'll get ignored and snobbed if i ever did anything like embarrass myself. but it's funny lol. anyway SPEAKING OF GABBY: we're fighting again, and do you know what? you know what? on friday, i was speaking to her and to cut our conversation short, she was saying how being a bitch is part of her (she was saying she was a bitch) and then i told her that it wasn't natural for people to bitch about their friends [i]all[/i] the time and then i told her that she was just a bitchy person and i didn't like it, and she totally got all stroppy. i mean, what had she just told me? what a complete COW! anyway today my mum came home and said she had seen gabby in town and that gabby had told my mum all about us fighting and everything. as if you would. she's such a bitch. i HATE her. so now i'm home alone and i'm thinking tonight i'll make all my hate stories into html so that people have got something to do at my website lol.
now beauty vs brains? which is better? well, according to the people of australia and the results of australian idol: NEITHER! yep that's right, [i]Guy[/i] won. Guy, in case you don't know, is the most ugliest thing i've seen in my lifetime. he looks like a fury rat that got burnt and ran away and tried to sing. it's pretty bad... thinking that he now represents our nation. but yeah i guess brains kinda lost out in that round cuz *dudum chhh* no one with brains ever enters these contests. no that's right... they're too busy having a life. mind you no one with brains watches these show either. yep, they're also too busy having a life. anyway enough with australian idol. it's crap and a waste of time anywho.
today i got back to school cuz as y'all know i was SICK. nothing had changed... except quite a lot... we managed to change all the songs for yr 10, thanksgiving AND speech night. we have a new girl in our class with the dark skin and all (it's pretty cool) i missed out on DISECTING EYEBALLS in science... and i missed my drum lesson and singing practice *oh no* and that's only to begin with. today was alright though. i can't wait til the end of the year. i have too much music commitment.
now nicole, you know you shouldn't damage your eyes by going to holly's site. but i've changed my mind. we should advertise it so much that she gets so many hits she'll wonder what happened (yeah i know it's sad, but she'd think 100 hits is like the most in the world) so go everyone, visit the worst site in the world, holly's website @ www.freewebs.com/hollyrobinson and for amy: i'm in year 9 in australia (yes, that country that that ugly mullet rat idol came from) but i have to do everything for the year 10's cuz it's tradition at our school that you're a slave to all the teachers and the students before you.
and HANNAH: i asked mum about falls. she looked pretty spooked but i impressed her by having all the details down. she said she'd look at them later and i reckon she'll let me go... so what do you want to do about the tent? we could use my 8 person one... as soon as i get mum on my good side! it will be SO much fun!!!
that's the end for today. from sophie (in recovery. from being sick, and also from guy winning aus idol) (yeah i really need to get over that i don't even watch the show!!!)
hello. just letting the few people that read my blog (lol) that i'm on a very short hiatus cuz i have been very sick lately. could be the gastro bug that's been going round... no one knows but i'm just very very very very icked out right now so i'll be back later when my stomach calms down! <3 sophie>
DON'T ANYONE GO TO HOLLY'S SITE ANYMORE!!!! okay it's not funny anymore, just lame. so yeah, don't give her any more hits! she's got like 100 and so she'll probably think that's popular or something. but it does have her mobile # so yeah for hate messaging! god she's such a try-hard bitch. it was funny reading her bio section. lol... "my name's holly, and like, i'm like, totally the best, like!!!" anyway. i don't want to waste my time talking about such a worthless being. i just did shopping for aria's birthday... i got her something good [i think] and uhh... classes were boring as usual... at lunch we had band practice and well, that was crap as usual. the main highlight of the day was holly's website. yay. somebody say something cuz i'm really bored. oh [b]but[/b], on a personal note, my friends are being more friendlier! it seems i got in a mix-up, i thought hannah and ella didn't want me camping with them at falls, but it turns out hannah really wants to camp with me... so it was just all mixed up. and sarah's rung up and asked if i want to go to orford for the weekend which i do, but i have to get mum in a good mood! lol! PRAY FOR ME THAT I CAN GO TO [url=www.fallsfestival.com]FALLS[/url] !!!!
i forgot to mention the ultimate highlight of the day: holly's website. holly is a little ho in yr7 who we all hate. today, hannah found her url! ha ha ha ha ha! it's even got piccies of her! god she's such a runt. she's such a little rnber. she sucks. anyway here is her url: [url=http://www.freewebs.com/holly...]www.freewebs.com/hollyrobinson[/url]
the last few days have been to boring for me (prob why i haven't blogged lol) anyway today i decided to make some fun. in music, me and hannah finished writing our song which now officially rocks and if we realeased i would say it would definetly go to #1. it's a great song. anyway the main thing i did today was i attached a piece of toilet paper to my dress and let it hung out so it looked like it had gotten caught. anyway i walked around a lot wondering who would notice. it was interesting some of the looks some people gave me. it was also interesting finding out who would be honest in a situation like that! oh it was great, i just love embarrassing myself publically. it's lots of fun. anyway i had my interview with mrs court today (before the toilet paper streak) & everything went fine... i guess. oh and also today i asked mr t if we could have a 'mount carmel idol' as a takeoff of australian idol, and have it like a talent quest to raise money for amnesty. he said it was a great idea so me and hannah are entering. if you ask me mrs walsh should be the grumpy judge. however she was nice to me today as i went for my interview. she actually smiled at me (that really is a big thing) so yeah... that was my day, interesting, full of embarrassment and fun!
you know i [i]really[/i] can't stand rnb. it's playing on channel [v] right now and i really do HATE everything about it. anyway first i'll start with yesterday. me and aria decided not to go into town and go to a bbq instead. it was good. it's funny, i feel like one of the family! so that was yesterday (very breif) and today, was... alright. i brang my beachball to school and me fran and lucy played volleyball while lucy talked to robin ho! my god, gabby was so jealous! she's such a selfish bitch, as if you get that worked up because someone talked to your worst enemy without you being present. sometimes i cannot belive how selfish she is. she amazes me. i need to get some more tabs while i think of it... i have nothing to play in music! anyway me and joey walked home and had a good ol' chat. seems we're all having trouble with friends at the moment. i really don't know what happened to our old group. it was soooooooooooooooooooooo great last summer. then this year it kinda got smaller, then aria left and it fell into like 5 seperate groups.... hannah's not talking to me, dunno why, she is only ever nice during practice, even in music she totally ignores me. ella's gone off with hannah cuz they have 'stuff to talk about' well hello hannah, you might know the same guys as ella, but you and me have way more in common than any of those boys linking you to ella. gabby actually left our group, which quite frankly i'm over the moon about. she's decided mel is her best friend now. umm... fran is being the usual nice loving person that she is. aria had her breif 'let's ignore you session' last weekend... but that might just be behind us now... and the rest of them arn't very close friends cuz i'm in none of their classes. joey's becoming more of a friend though. she's in all my classes... except home room. so i always have her, aria and fran to talk to. the rest need to WAKE UP lol. as for anyone else... well, they're all rnb fans which is what i detest among people! and yay australian idol is finishing soon (i hope, there is only 2 very ugly ones left) anyway that's good cuz i hate that show too. alias is on tonight. something to look forward too. and i really want to go to falls, except i have no one to go with, but i think i'll go with yvette, seeing as hannah and ella have already made it clear that they don't want to go with me.
omg today was [b][u][i]GREAT![/i][/u][/ b] today was one of the best days of my life! me lucy and yvette went to the roxy surf jam and it was WICKED!
a free roxy surf jam 2003 t-shirt SIGNED!
a roxy bag!
2 roxy stickers!
1 roxy cardboard thing which was also SIGNABLE!
a roxy BEACHBALL!
roxy sunscreen
and FREE surf school!
It was soooooooooooooo much fun! and everything was free. oh i also forgot free bottled water whoo hoo! yeah it was tops! and i fell inlove with lucy's stepbrother. he's so HOT! his name is sam... oh!
damn... the roxy surf jam is [i]coming[/i], and it is coming to [i]tassie[/i] but we can't work out where! emma said clifton, which is fine cuz that's only an hour, but the surfingaustralia website said north coast. well hello that's launceston! which means there is no way. so let's keep our fingers crossed! i just finished writing x-things, and it was really good, but the computer i was doing it on froze! so now its not saved and it might all wipe away into cyberspace. today is not a good day did i mention someone chucked a fruitcake at me on thursday? ... yeah, shows the love!
